This last week was a zombie week. I was too nice and gave rides to my coworkers. one was ok, the other was just too far. I am no longer giving him rides for the sake of my own sanity. My apartment got messier than I've ever had it before and I disgusted myself. I'm surprised Sara didn't get angry at me, I would have. It is all clean now, at least the kitchen anyway. My goal this week is to move all of my books to the bookshelves so I can finally use my dresser for clothes like it is intended for.
Work. Work is its own entity. I do like my job a lot, it has it's ups and downs, but all in all I do really like my job. I have awesome coworkers and they have been easy to jump in and be friends with. I care a lot less about what people think of me, and if they aren't open and honest with me, they have no reason to be upset. I don't go out and upset people, but if I am unintentionally doing something that annoys someone, thay can't be upset if they never tell me it annoys them, so I'm going to keep on keepin on.
I really want to go on a drive. Just get in a car and go. No destination and no plan, just GO. Make decisions as I get there and see where the road takes me. I might get to go with Matt because he has this whole week off, but I don't want to monopolize his whole week. lol. I think we've already planned a gaming day and a mini golf day. a Dr Who marathon was mentioned but who knows hahaha.....this is kinda finny now. Either way, I want to go on a drive, I want a partner in crime who can also contribute for gas. lol. <3
On to other things.....I am so happy lately. Happy and growing. I love my life currently and I don't see it changing for the worse. This is new for me and I hope this change lasts. I like smiling and that muscle is hurting less because I'm doing it more. I couldn't have imagined myself in a better place.
To all of you who have helped me get to this point, to those who have helped save my life in the most literal sense, to those who have been there for me when I was going through the hardest times, I thank you. To those who have been there and helped without knowing, to those who can make me laugh with a poke, to those who give hugs that make me cry, I thank you as well. I have had so many people support me through my life. Some people I've had to cut out because they can't stop seeing me as the homeless girl or the girl who is always in need. To those that have allowed their view of me to grow as I have grown, to those who help me find the laughter in my stress, and most of all, to those who helped me up when I fell down...To all of these people, I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you.
For my post about today, today was AMAZING. Yesterday was just as AMAZING. Yesterday I felt bad that I woke up late, but the beach was amazing. No sun-burn this time either. Went into the ocean until waves toppled me over, freezing but fun! Played board games and I almost beat Aaron. It was also fun to see Jem do poorly because he is usually more skillful than I am. Playing resistance while driving is fun, yet I was at a disadvantage. Then I went shopping with Mariona and Sabrina, finally got to spend money on me and get clothes that I like. I bought a dress too.
More on today, I wore the dress I bought yesterday, I worked in the doughnut hole with Matt and it was fun. Then we went to the picnic, I threw a football with a group from our young adult study, and then went on swings with matt. Sat in the shade/sun and watched volleyball. It was relaxing. My whole weekend has been uber relaxing. To top it all off, came home, cleaned, had Matt, Adam, and Dan over to play games and have dinner. We made them enchiladas and salad. Found out some very interesting facts about the three of them, it was just fun altogether.
Now to end the post with pictures:
me in the dress I got =]
Matt, Sara and I at the church picnic.
Love the dress hun. You look great.
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