Ok, I couldn't think of a title, but here goes.
I'm still not entirely sure what the last bit of my last blog is about. Voicing my brain-puke seemed to make me forget about it I guess. We'll see.
On Friday I had a big board meeting. I was kind of looking forward to this meeting because I thought it would be great. Instead it turned into a big stressor and it was pretty emotional. I can't share much about it for confidentiality purposes, but I'm doing my best to help with damage control and see what we can do to fix the issues that are going on. It is hard though, I have some strong emotional ties to some of it and at one point there was a person that I really wanted to throw out of a window, but I wouldn't ever do that.....
After the board meeting I played games a little and it started to cheer me up, but Jem was helping more with that than anything. The game we were playing lasted longer than I anticipated and I was too tired to drive home so I stayed on Jem's bedroll in his living room. (yes, for certain readers, I felt the need to specify so no speculations would be made) It was cool though, we read a bit (more like he read, but still) and then went to bed.
Saturday was full of fun, sun, and happiness. Jem has rock band 3 and we play that A LOT. So we did some of that and then went to the nature park, sat in a tree and he read again while I braided his hair =] Yes, we are dorks, but it was awesome. Then, of course, being Saturday, we played more games. I felt like I was being an uber b**** most of the night, but at the same time, I wasn't. I blew up at our friend Kevin and he ended up leaving early. Kevin and I are cool now, but I still hope that never happens again. Aside from that, another blah moment happened at the end, I still don't think I was doing anything wrong, but I do need to have more confidence in my game-playing skills. I am doing much better now, I don't always suck anymore, even if it seems like it sometimes.
Yesterday was really cool. Bought some new cookbooks from goodwill and used one last night. I'm hoping to be able to cook something new once a week. So last night i made mushroom beef over rice. It turned out really well. Jem came over and ate with us and then we played Elixir where he played a card that made me win =] It was great. =] Next week I want to do some sort of stuffed chicken. Ali will be here and I haven't decided if I should invite another person or not. It makes me so happy to be back in the kitchen making new stuff again.
Today is my 90 day review at work. Wish me luck =] I'm off and all those biscuits.
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